dreamscape.

i made a playlist to accompany this, and i really quite like that. i hope you like the poem :)

like a memory from a dream

a dream of a hazy memory that

never really happened,

i wish the world would stop

and hear me

i write my dreamscapes,

i write my escapes,

i write my ‘break in case of

emergency’

and my soft place to land.

in hazy dreamscapes i find

myself

my true self

in hazy dreamscapes

i find meaning behind this

i waited for bricks to tell

me the substance of my being,

for others to whisper

the universe’s secrets,

to find my revelation on

the lips of another person

i could have waited forever

i found myself in my hazy dreamscape

i shouted for help,

and help came

i applied and He replied,

and in my pain i found my

hope

in my hurt

i found my joy

in my meaningless pain

i found meaningful agony

i hurt now,

burn and bake and

fry alive.

i am tortured,

simply tortured by

my need for more

MORE

i write my dreamscapes

my cheeky ideas

and hopes for more

i write my misunderstanding

and mistrust

and missed life

i write myself,

every letter a little

part of me chipped away

for you

i write my dreamscapes

and in my dreamscapes i

find my meaning.