homesick for heaven

another one! feeling good today everyone, hope you are as well.

i wish i could give you every word that i ever thought of.

song: here with me - d4vd

i crave heaven.

i see it on earth,

in the whites of innocent eyes

and the way my bookshelf lines up.

i dress in corduroy

and cotton

and wonder why i shiver.

the cold is in my

bones and blood

and the moon is too close to me.

i crave heaven,

and i find it in

private smiles

and the sanctity of

poems that don’t make sense.

assumptions

lay between us

like silence and

broken promises ;

i leave them there

(leave them there)

alone on the table and walk away,

smile on my face.

i’m alone

these days,

alone a lot,

but the fire in my heart

doesn’t shudder these days,

not anymore.

i crave heaven like

i crave humanity,

i crave heaven like

i crave pain,

i create heaven in

my existence.

existence craves me

like i crave heaven,

and yearning -

peaceful peaceful

SILENT

yearning -

colours the boxes of my life.

i am everything

and i am desperate

to know everything like i know myself.

i speak to the universe

and i speak to Her

and i speak to every

beating and bleeding heart

residing within me,

and i suddenly know myself very well.

i speak to the stars

and ask them if it’s

two lefts and a right to get

to heaven,

and they laugh

and hold me close.

my poems are far

too long,

and i crave heaven

like my poems crave me

and we meet somewhere in the middle;

divine writing.