I kind of hate this one! I slightly hate everything I write if I'm honest. Some more than others (cough cough, TO FEEL ; i literally despise that poem with every part of me, i dont know why i just hate it so freaking much, honourary mention to 'fly' that poem is so bad, it has no depth and no melody i will never like it smh). Yet I love them at the same time (namely STAR/DUST and untitled;undiluted, two i think about all the time); what a lovely contradiction. Maybe this is how parents feel towards their kids (I sort of wish you didn't exist but here we are, let's have some fun)
Anyway! I would like to address the fact that I continuously reference other poems within my poems (inception?). For example, this poem references 'sunset train' and almost all of the poems I posted today. 'lonely' references this poem too. To me, I view my poems like Parts of me, so they function together as one breathing entity; as a Whole (sort of like tv girl's discography - you just have to listen to it all to get it). You may perceive my work as you like, but I thought this may provide some explanation. Of course you might just despise everything I write anyway so :)
Song: hollow lover - montell fish.
this universe is mine
made only for me
this universe is within me
housed in the endless confines of my
mind
He made this universe for my eyes
for i am the only one to feel it within me
i am the only one to see it as i do
i am the only one to see it with True Vision
this universe is mine
it spins on the axes of my love
runs on the fuel of my agony
and collapses in the vacuum of my anger
this universe is mine
it consumes my loneliness and
holds me near
when i am sad,
it reminds me of my Parts
and kisses me like a mother
this universe is mine
she loves me endlessly;
i worship her tirelessly.
she knows me Truly,
i love her honestly
this universe is mine
no one loves her like i can
she loves no one like she loves me
this universe is precious
she contains everyone i love
yet is still somehow within me
i am awestruck
i am overwhelmed
i am basking in the glory of love
love and love and love and love
i am the universe
the universe is in me
and we are one.
One.
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