Hi everyone! Finally, I am here. I think tonight I’ll type up that monster free verse. I’ve been writing stuff like that everyday and I haven’t been happier. It’s a great way of working through my brain and healing myself. I am doing very well presently 😁
I hope you’re doing well too. I hope you maybe don’t hate my poems, even though they seem to have really changed recently.
also, the word paracosm always has a red line under it but i swear it’s a word okay? 😭 it means detailed imaginary worlds, if you don’t trust me ask google 😁
song: grateful - dhruv
solitude held her close in
the paracosms of her mind
in perfectly crafted lands void
of the hands that never touched her,
she found solace in loneliness
seclusion touched her soul,
polluted her mind until the
sun wasn’t bright enough to shine through
the clouds of isolation
solitude touched her skin,
bled its energy into her until she was
a
disgusting amalgamation of
pain and loneliness
the paracosms in her mind were
no place to reside,
yet she took comfort
in knowing reality was there
yet never really there
she observed reality,
through a foggy looking-glass;
shadows of hands and whispers of
moments she never truly experienced
she wore a little white and red dress
and flowers in her short hair
she held hands with fake trees
and danced with surreal books
she was translucent and hazy outside her mind,
to all the others.
they saw a girl who was half there,
singing to a tune no one heard,
and drawing pictures with ink-less pens.
her Angels pull her away,
and i tuck my hands into the pocket of my jeans,
and watch her leave the paracosm.
she fiddles with the skin tags on my fingers,
and i tuck hair behind her ear.
i hug her, and the Angels hug us both.
we are One again, and she
is finally voiced and heard
through me.
i’ll take care of her,
i promise.
the paracosms in her mind gather dust these
days.
she lives in the sun and stars
rather than walls and clouds
she is free from the touch of aloneness
she is free from herself,
finally finding her Self;
she has left behind
the paracosms of her mind
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