REALITY p2: staying grounded

I wrote four poems last night! Well, a few of them were half finished anyway, but either way, I'm going to post them all now wow!

This is part two to a poem I wrote just after Wales. I love the original, and this part two paired with it really shows my journey and my healing I feel. I am simply euphoric these days.

Except for the heat. I hope you, my lovely reader, are not melted wherever you may be. 35 degrees is a bit excessive, no?

Anyway, enjoy reading! As always, apologies for my obsession with multiplicity :)

i sit in chairs

and put my feet on the ground

begging it to hold me,

keep me here

i was once afraid of sinking into the

earth, dragged into

hell and my worst fears

spiralled into a flurry

of disBelief and unFeeling

pain.

now i worry i feel too much

i am perhaps too real,

too here, too present

in my reality i lose

time, it is gone to me

my past present and future are

One,

Parts finally become a Whole

in this melding of

multiplicity

i am free, more Real than anything else

i feel more even than before

i feel with meaning and

life

i feel love

i feel enough to worry

i might float away with

the weightlessness of my Parts

i stay grounded in the love of my people

my loves, my lifes, my external parts

in my love for them

i am kept in this plane

of existence

this beautiful reality