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and if everything’s happening ;

spread love like

there’s no cost and no pain

! allow it.

the world turns

and the push and

the pull and the promise

and the heartbreak,

and i am here.

the mountains crumble

and breath is held

and -

sit a moment,

in the sun?

in the sun.

it is

just as crushing when

the weight hops off my chest.

she sits next to me,

a little bit smug.

i make her laugh.

is it right?

to love the part

of you that

hates you the most?

is it right?

to live nameless

and boundless and

endless and undefined?

is it wrong?

to love with everything and

hope

it might blur

the boundaries enough?

there is a gentle

roll of waves

inside the softest part

of my

tummy;

gentle and rocking back

and forth and soft,

like me.

the waves curl

around my fingers.

they walk the orbit

of my waist and

tuck my hair behind my ear.

they thread flowers

into the gaps of my legs

and give me

molten gold in

the achiest part of my jaw.

waves of water and waves

of promise and

love and youth and everything

i have ever been and always will be.

love.

let it happen.

you’ll be okay.